
Asuka-dera, located in Asuka, Nara, founded in the late 6th to early 7th century, regarded as one of the oldest Buddhist temples in Japan.
A world–Off the human scale of measurement
By Zen Master SUIGAN YOGO (1912-1996)
Excerpted from his presentation at a seminar on Buddhism in September, 1985 Translated in English by Mitsuo Hirai
At the reception desk I have just passed by, I saw a leaflet advertising this seminar on Buddhism which says on its headline, “Meet the true face of your self.” My immediate reaction was a question, “Can we ever differentiate what is true and untrue of our face? It changes all the time: joyful, sad, angry, and so forth, doesn’t it? Is it the only true face when we are serious like we are here in the Buddhism seminar? No, it shouldn’t be. Something must be wrong with such a way of looking at the world.”
People are inclined to think there are two kinds of life, significant and insignificant. If you look at the world in this way, your life would be something like a sardine moving forward in a big mass in the sea. One of them would ask a fellow sardine next to him, “Where are you going?” The fellow sardine would say, “I don’t know. I’m just following this guy ahead of me. Ask him.” The guy ahead of him would say, “I don’t know either. Ask the top front guy of this mass.” And the top front guy would say, “I don’t know either. I’m just going ahead.” In this way you would always be under the sway of competition and can never be at rest.
Dr. Kiyoshi Oka, the world famous scholar in mathematics, once said, “If I was asked why I study the mathematics, my answer would be, ‘That a violet is in blossom has nothing to do whether it is pretty or useful.’” What he meant was that the existence of violet flowers in nature has nothing to do with the human scale of measurement, pretty or useful. So long as you see the world only through lenses of the human scale of measurement, your eyes would be something like those of sardines in the big mass, and you wouldn’t be able to find a way out. Only when you take off such lenses of the human scale of measurement, you can see a world of different dimension. A mountain exists for its own sake off the human scale of measurement, beautiful or ugly. The world that has nothing to do with the human scale of measurement is what we call “life of universe.”
A professional singer may say, “My life shall be nothing if the singing were taken off from me.” He believes so because he is so tarnished by an idea of the human scale of measurement that the singing is the sole significance of his life. But the thing is that there is a life left to him without the singing, even though he could no longer sing. Where all significances as measured by the human scale of measurement are robbed off, there is a world of non-relativity, or absolute value, the world where one can live a life of universe, or what we Buddhists call a life of Buddha. If he finds himself being alive in the life of universe, he would feel fine, free at ease, and refreshed even on a rainy or stormy day. But so long as he is searching out the significance of his life with eyes of the human scale of measurement, he won’t be able to find such world,
No one is born with an idea to live a significant life before he or she is born. Let me talk about a little about my boyhood. I was born in 1912 in a tiny village located in a deep countryside in the Horai Mountain in Aichi Prefecture, the central part of Japan It was so inconvenient a place for any transportation. My father was the headmaster of a little Buddhist temple in the village, but he died when I was five years old. My mother, becoming a widow, had no place to remain there for succession. In a sense she was kicked out from the temple. So she had to leave it with me for her home town of Kuwana, not very far in the west of Nagoya City. I was carried by my mother on her back down the hill a long way to the railway station. I can still recall well a scene of it. It was a warm afternoon in the summer.
At her home town in Kuwana, my mother had to work for her living, since there was no one to support her. My mother was rather a stubborn woman, very proud of being a daughter of Samurai. She became a worker at a spinning factory, and I lived with her in a shabby room of the company’s dormitory. She had to go to work early in the morning, so I had to leave with her to go to school, as I couldn’t remain alone in the room. But it was too early for the gate opening of my elementary school. So I had to spend some time in the park nearby to play alone, say, swinging in a swing, until the opening of the school gate.
When I was ten years old, I was sent to a Zen Buddhist temple in the town as an apprentice monk, since my mother could no longer afford to raise me due to her weak health and low wages, and it was the only way for me not to give up the elementary school. The only alternative offered to me was to become a full time apprentice for Shoji (paper) screen workman. Anyway, that was the beginning of my carrier as a Buddhist monk. I was raised by the headmaster of the temple in a rigid Zen discipline as one the apprentice monks, but in the meantime I could continue going to school up to the middle school. Later on I went to the Komazawa University in Tokyo and majored the Buddhism. I have been the Buddhist monk all the way since then.
Looking back my boyhood, it was a poor and hard one compared to most of the ordinary people’s boyhood. Was it a bad luck or good luck? I have no idea. What would have been my life, if my father had not passed away when I was five? Most probably I should have remained in the temple with my parents and spent a more ordinary boyhood. Would it have been happier to me? Who knows? Such an imagination is of no use, because to me everything that fell to me was all about my life. Under those circumstances given to me I have lived my life.
Isn’t it the same to you? Under the circumstances given to you, you have lived your life, and it is all about your life, isn’t it? You could exert your best effort every time everyday for betterment of your life, but there is a clear distinction between the world where you can manage your destiny to the extent of your effort, and another world of different dimension where you can’t manage your destiny as it is out of reach of your effort. There, you can’t do anything. It’s no use trying to change the world where you can’t do anything.
Can you explain why you are living now as you are? Why were you born from your parents? Why did your parents get married? Why did your parents’ parents get married? It’s inexplicable, isn’t it? But you are existent now as you are. Our life is given in such a way. It’s the matter of wonder how and why we are living as now. And you don’t know if you are alive tomorrow.
The legend goes that when Gotama Buddha some 2,500 years ago achieved enlightenment at the end of practicing Zazen (sitting in meditation) in some early morning of December 8, his comment was the cognition of compassionate togetherness of his existence with the universe surrounding him, all creatures on earth both living and non-living, that is to say, living in the life of universe.
When you practice Zazen, you may seek for something, say, some supernatural power, spiritual inspiration, or healthiness. In fact, some medical analysis data reveals that Zazen makes the brain waves stable which is good for health. I won’t neccessarily deny these kinds of motives. But the genuine Zazen, if I may say so, is not along that line of thought to get something from Zazen. Paradoxically, there is no way other than throw away everything in order to make you feel somewhat deeper sense of Zazen. You would sit solely for meditation, that is to say, just sit in meditation, attaching no other objective than to sit in meditation. You would throw away all of your self into Zazen. Perhaps you might have a glimpse of the world outside the human scale of measurement in which you are accepted as you are, as incomplete as you are. Then you are with Buddha, because you have left everything of your self to Buddha. You have nothing to claim on, since you have left everything up to Buddha. That atmosphere is what we Buddhists call a religious landscape.
Interestingly, once you feel such religious landscape where everything is left over to Buddha, anything in your actual daily life which you have regarded so far as trivial and insignificant would show a new light of significance on its own. If you feel receptive that everything is due to Buddha, you will have nothing to claim on, and everything would become significant to you.
Think of your life everyday, for example. You get up in the morning, wash your hands, eat breakfast, and go out to a job work. Or if you are a housewife, you stay at home, clean rooms, do laundry, and many other bits and pieces of housekeeping. She may say, “Let’s save time for housekeeping works by the use of automated machines and spend the time left more effectively.” Effectively for what? Which do you think is more important, going out to the job work, or housekeeping? Is the job work more important, because you must earn money? Probably. But don’t you think the housekeeping as important as the job work? Unless the housekeeping is done well, your job work won’t work well. The housekeeping work should be as important as the job work. Everything in your daily life, however trivial it may be, is equally important and significant. Evacuation should be as important as eating. The point is if you can realize that.
When we talk about the highlight of our life, it usually means a certain outstanding event that marks a turning point of the life. But couldn’t we regard these bits and pieces of our everyday life such as getting up in the morning, washing hands, eating breakfast and so on, as the highlights of our life, rather than putting them as trivial and insignificant? I think it important to pay attention to every step of our daily lives rather than neglecting them. It’s like a lion exerting his utmost power to catch even a small mice. If we bring the highlights to our everyday bits and pieces, they would become significant on their own, and our life become all the more significant.
What is the true significance of life? As I said before, no one in the world is born with an idea to live a significant life before he is born. The point is to bring the significance of your life close at your hands on everyday life. Bring any bits and pieces on your daily lives falling before you as the highlights of your life. Then you are living in the world where you can affirm everything without any comparison, which is the world seen through the eyes of Buddha, what we call a religious landscape. There, you would find yourself living at ease, because it is the world outside the human scale of measurement where everything is absolutely equal so that you have nothing to compare. The highlight of your life is not something you can find out by searching or by reading books. It lies in your attitude to see that every scene of your daily life is the highlight.
There is a poem depicting the quietness of the deep mountain toward evening, “A song of a bird makes the whole mountain quiet.” At a very instance when a bird sings the quietness of the mountain is broken, but the mountain becomes even quieter afterwards. Haven’t you had such an experience? In that case, the bird’s song can be regarded as a kind of accessory ornamenting the quietness of the mountain. Likewise, if every action of our daily lives is taken as an accessory of the life of universe, what would be our life? Laughing or crying, household work or a job work, whatever it may be, any of these would be nothing more than a play embellishing the life of universe, and our life would become simple, innocent and refreshed always.
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Translator’s comments:
Buddhism is widely misconceived as the religion of fleeing from active life, since its basic idea of renouncing self (more precisely, controlling self) is easily misunderstood as renouncing the active life. But the life in a religious landscape in light of the Buddhist philosophy which Mr. Yogo has tried to explain hereabove is quite contrary to the idea of fleeing from the active life. It’s natural, realistic, active, and challenging, and yet compassionate.
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Mr. Suigan Yogo was the head of the Daiyuzan Saijoji, a temple of Soto school of Zen, in Odawara, some 100 km. southwest of Tokyo.